As I walked around St. Jude today, I realized how familiar these walls are becoming to us. Two months ago when we arrived, this place seemed so overwhelming to us, much like a maze. Since we have been at the hospital everyday for most of the last two months, we are now walking the halls like we know the place, even Noah. Just ask him what is in C Clinic, he will tell you.

Every day when I walk around St. Jude, passing by other patients, God gently reminds me of how blessed we are. Would I have ever thought I would have said we were blessed to have a child with ALL Leukemia? No way. But He has continually showed me how fortunate we are. There are so many others that have worse things then we do. If you don’t know how blessed you are, just take a minute to walk the halls of St. Jude. You won’t have to go far. Not only are we going through this Leukemia journey with the Hope of Christ, but we are going through this with hope of Noah being cured. Many people don’t have that hope and for that we are extremely grateful.

Prayer requests – Please pray that Noah’s Methotrexate level will come down a lot. For some reason it had increased today. This is discouraging to us. We are thankful that he seems to be doing well, but wish that he had a little break before his next inpatient dose of Methotrexate.

Phase 2 is officially here. Noah started his inpatient stay for the Methotrexate last Friday. He did well Friday, but Saturday he woke up with a fever. We aren’t sure where the fever came from. It could have been another virus that caused the fever, or possibly from the chemo. Regardless, it seems like the fever set his levels to rise. Levels that had been reacting so well to the drug, started increasing. And we still continue to watch these levels.  He will probably be hooked up to a bag of fluids through the weekend, or until the levels come down. I am so thankful that St. Jude is willing to send kids home with fluids. It is a hassle, carrying the bag around and being careful not to trip on the IV cord, but it is much more relaxing to have fluids at home, rather than staying in a hospital room. And he doesn’t seem to let it get him down, he has had 3 good days!

I am a little nervous for the next round of Methotrexate next weekend. We pray that his kidneys recover quickly from all the stress from this round before receiving the next dose. And we pray next time that the drug will do what it needs to do and no more. Phase 2 consists of 4 rounds of this drug-  1 down, 3 to go.

Noah was discharged yesterday because he hadn’t had a fever in over 24 hours. He seemed to be on the mend getting over the virus, and today proved that he was doing better. His counts all looked good when we went back to St. Jude. They are still in the low range, but they are starting to recover. When we got back to the Hope house, he played and played.  He played Just Dance Wii, he played hide and seek, he chased his friends, he even played outside. He felt good.

As of right now, we will end this first phase of treatment and begin the next phase on Friday. Friday will be a long day with procedures and getting admitted for a new high dose chemo drug. We will stay inpatient for a couple days until he clears it from his body.

We aren’t sure what happened last Friday. He went from a happy, playful boy on Thursday, and the next morning was in much headache pain and very lethargic. Our doctor decided to admit Noah to the hospital that evening just to monitor him and make sure nothing was being overlooked. They hooked him up to some fluids and antibiotics and did a few tests on him. Thankfully, by that evening, he perked up and was back to himself. I don’t know if it was all the napping or the medicine that helped, but whatever it was, I know prayers were answered and our little boy was much better. In fact, he was up until 11:30 that night because he told me he napped 5 times that day. He really did!

We were told to expect to be inpatient until Monday, but the attending doctor came in and decided he was doing too good to stay. He even told me that “he was his natural self now.” He was discharged on Saturday.

Noah’s respiratory tests have come back that he does have the common cold. This isn’t a big deal, but enough to have us in isolation for a few weeks while we are at the hospital. We are still waiting on the blood culture results. But for now, the doctors really aren’t sure what happened. It could have been just the chemo catching up with him, along with getting off a high dose of prednisone. Or, they say it could have been that he needed some fluids or a stronger stomach medicine.

I’m thankful that God used this to show Noah how the medicine helped him, and how wise his doctor was in putting him in the hospital to help him feel better. We talked about this several times, because he was really upset about the whole situation on Friday.  And right now, most of his medicines really make him feel sick even though they are ultimately doing their job.

“God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble” Psalm 46:1. This verse has become so real to us. We are so thankful for our refuge during this time.

We have a Team Noah shirt now! We have had several people working together to make this possible, and I love how it all turned out.

Earlier this month, when we were leaving St. Jude hospital, Noah said, “I don’t like St. Jude. It makes me sick!” I talked to him about his illness, how they are treating him to get better, and how we are on his “team” through all this. So, we settled on a baseball shirt. Very appropriate for this Ellsworth family.

T-shirts are $10 each, and the proceeds will benefit Habitat for Hope, our “home” here in Memphis. We have been extremely blessed to be here and continue to thank God for the ministry Habitat for Hope provides for people like us. It sure makes our time here more enjoyable, and we want to help them out a little.

Size options:

Youth— XS (2-4), S(6-8), M(10-12), L(14-16)

Adult— S –XL (2x available for $2.50 more)

Shirts are pre-shrunk.

To order, please email sbelcher@uu.edu before February 21 and include sizes and quantities. Shipping is not included in the cost, and a shipping fee will be added. You will receive a confirmation reply with information on how to submit payment.

It has been several days since Noah’s chemo “bomb” last Friday. It was a long exhausting day, but I’m happy to report that he had only minor side effects that day. We thank you for your prayers.

We have been at the hospital every day since then. We started giving him an oral chemo that night, he started another chemo on Saturday for four days, and today had a spinal procedure. He is such a trooper.

We continue to be so impressed by St. Jude. Not only do they treat the patient’s illness, but they truly care about them and their families. Today, they had a Valentine’s party for the patients and their siblings. They had crafts, candy, gifts, and entertainment. Noah woke up from his procedure, ready to go to the “Love Bug Bash” party with Daniel and Emmalee.

Tomorrow, we get the day off! We are excited about staying at the house all day because that doesn’t happen often. On Saturday, we’ll start the four days of chemo again.